Mom’s message
“Why isn't she coming home yet? It’s so
late!”
Repeating her
words,she was in a dither.
It was all because of my younger sister
who still hasn't come home in this late night.
She waits for her
call and after a while, she finally grabs her cellphone.
My mom didn't really call her children
unless it was something special.
But it was an
exception for me and my sister.
It was even more of
an exception, when I used to live apart from my family.
I received mom’s text messages every
single day.
Though I had my cellphone like my alter
ego, I couldn't really reply her messages all the time.
I just felt bad so I couldn't possibly
delete her messages, so they just piled up.
Her messages were short and concise, and
didn't contain any fancy modifiers or emoticons.However, out of others, they
were the friendliest messages, and messages that I could really feel the
warmth.
‘I love you darling.’
‘Cheer up pumpkin.’
‘Don’t hang around late at night and go home early.’
‘Are you eating well enough?’
Though I scrolled
down and down the messages that I have received, the only difference was the
date and time. They were nothing special, but just messages worrying about me.
It could be consider as ‘no big deal, they
are just messages,’ but sending those messages, she would have been all
anxious, pressing the buttons one by one, trying to send her true heart.
Like the palm of my hand, I can visualize
about her thinking about her child all day long, and finally grabbing her
cellphone since she couldn't possibly stand still.
In contrary, I am
just busy thinking about myself.
However, in a mother’s mind, there is nothing
about herself, but full of thoughts for her children.
What’s the use of me talking
about Heavenly Mother’s love who gave up Herself for
me, the one who was blinded by greed and arrogance?
I cannot repay even with my whole life, or even
mimic Heavenly Mother’s love
and concern. Receiving Her love and concern, I am the most happiest person in
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